18” x 26” - Handspun Wool, bleached denim, cotton. Woven & Quilted.
“Rebuild your world, rebuild your race, rebuild your empire. Rebuild it all. But make sure you rebuild your ideals too. Rebuild the principles that made you a great and honorable galactic power in the first place. Don’t prey on the weak. Don’t steal from the helpless. Don’t murder the innocent. Be a force for good, not a force for yourself.” -Dan Abnett, Doctor Who: The Silent Stars Go By 💫
Since the middle of March 2020 (beginning of quarantine) I have spent countless hours reflecting on my privilege. I had the privilege to stay safe at home during a pandemic doing non-essential work, while my sister, an ICU nurse at Lenox Hill Hospital treated COVID-19 patients. Privileged to be safe at home while ALL essential workers were out risking their lives to keep society afloat. Privileged to have my loom, spinning wheel and other art supplies to still my mind and occupy my hands.
I spent countless hours thinking about how the virus does not discriminate against race, religion, political party affiliation, etc. Anyone could (can) succumb to it. After all, we are all made of the same star dust, spun into a person and woven into the tapestry of humanity. A tapestry that is vast, beautiful, tragic and diverse. A tapestry that needs to be cut up, and rebuilt for the greater good.
More importantly, the last three weeks have forced me to sit, uncomfortably, with my white privilege. My heart broke as I watched the video of George Floyd’s murder. Every time I think about it my stomach turns, a lump in my throat forms and my eyes swell. The same feelings arise when revisiting the tragic and untimely deaths of Ahmaud Arbery, Breonna Taylor, Rayshard Brooks, Tamir Rice, Tony McDade, Trayvon Martin, Laquan McDonald, Freddie Gray, Eric Garner, Michael Brown, Philando Castile and countless others.
How does this keep happening? Why are there so many hateful people in our society/government who can’t empathize with our Black brothers and sisters? Why are peaceful protestors being tear gassed, shot at with rubber bullets and beaten? Why is there especially a lack of empathy during a PANDEMIC?
I am heartbroken and so angry. I am motivated to use my privilege for rebuilding and reimagining our future. I vow to continue educating myself on systemic oppression. I vow to keep listening to the Black community. I vow to keep learning, no matter how uncomfortable it makes me feel. I vow to support BIPOC small businesses and amplify BIPOC voices. I vow to keep donating to organizations who are working for the greater good. Thank you 🙏🏻 ✨ 🌍 🖤 ✨